| Location | Kirriemuir |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,101 since 17/06/2009 |
| Creator |
Zoe Louise Orrock sadly sillborn 21st may 2009. i remember the exact time it was 6pm on wednesday
20th may i had a very dull ache in my lower tummy. I didn't think there was anything wrong at the
time, thought that the baby was turning or something. I went to bed at 10pm that night but couldn't
get comfortable eventually i fell asleep but at 12.10am i woke up in agony.I really honestly thought
this was the start of early labour as i was nearly 32weeks pregnant and i already had 2 children so
knew what it all felt like.I got up and took some paracetamol but i just couldn't settle. At 4am i
started vomiting and kept going hot and cold by this time i knew something wasn't right my mum got
up and she phoned the NHS.By this time i felt very strange and got up to go outside as i was so hot
then i collapsed and felt as if i was dying i couldn't speak or move my hearing went and i was
vomiting again. my mum phoned for an ambulance an about 15 mins later there were 4 paramedic in my
houses. They were asking me questions and hooked me up to machines an insisted that i wasn't having
contractions.I managed to sit up again and the paramedics were discussing if they should take me to
hospital or not.Once they decided to take me to hospital i was in the ambulance one of the
paramedic said "i dont think there is much wrong with you,you are mystery".I was very angry at this
comment an told him i wouldn't be here if i didn't think there was anything wrong.
i arrived at the hospital and was taken to the maternity ward.The midwife brought in the machine to
listen to the baby's heatbeat.I felt better once i got to hospital knowing that they would find out
what was wrong with me.The midwife put the machine on my tummy and tryed listening to the
heartbeat.After a couple of minutes she said she would get another machine as that one had not been
working properly.She got the machine and did it all again. when she couldn't find the heartbeat
again i knew that my precious baby was gone.The midwife then got the doctor and brought in an
ultrasound scanner.She scanned me and told me what i already knew.The next few hours were the worst
hours of my life.
My beautibful baby Zoe Louise Orrock was born asleep on the 21st May 2009 at 19.42pm she weighed 3lb
12ozs an was so so perfect and beautiful R.I.P angel xxxx
angels
most ppl only dream of meetin an angel but ur mum and dad got the chance to hold one in there arms r.i.p darlin sweet dreams xxx xxxx
hello my beautiful girl i hope you have had lots of fun today!! i just want you to know that i have though about you so much today. Night night my precious Zoe lots of love kisses and special cuddles mummy xxxxxx
If I could have a lifetime wish
a dream that would come true
I'd pray to God with all my heart
for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and happy memories too
I never wanted memories...
I only wanted you.
xx
just wanted to leave a little message to say sorry for your loss, my mum went through it with my baby brother sean, he would have just turned into a teenager on the 17th of march, even though i never met him, and i was only 3 at the time, i always count him as my baby sean, it takes a while my mum told me, but one day you will be happy, and be happy for your baby girl being safe where she is. xx
zoe & Mommy
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Within this little bottle
Placed with loving care,
Is special angel dust
My Guardian placed there.
It is to share with special friends
When they're down or feeling blue,
To lift their heart and share a smile
I wanted to let you know how sorry I am for the loss of your precious little girl. I also had a stillborn baby girl, Macey Layne Travis, on March 17,2009. She turned 3 months today. I know the pain feels so unbearable and you dont think you can go on....it does get better its still hard but just remember Zoe is in the most beautiful place in the whole world and in the arms of Jesus and he sings her lullabies. All Zoe will ever know is love, happiness, and joy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Hi i just wanted to say how sorry i am for the loss of your daughter i also lost my son to stillbirth the pain does get better even now it hurts so much and you will smile again even through now you think you never will but Zoe will always be a special part of your life and oneday you will be able to remember without feeling sad all my love dawn
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