| Location | Kirriemuir |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,102 since 17/06/2009 |
| Creator |
Zoe Louise Orrock sadly sillborn 21st may 2009. i remember the exact time it was 6pm on wednesday
20th may i had a very dull ache in my lower tummy. I didn't think there was anything wrong at the
time, thought that the baby was turning or something. I went to bed at 10pm that night but couldn't
get comfortable eventually i fell asleep but at 12.10am i woke up in agony.I really honestly thought
this was the start of early labour as i was nearly 32weeks pregnant and i already had 2 children so
knew what it all felt like.I got up and took some paracetamol but i just couldn't settle. At 4am i
started vomiting and kept going hot and cold by this time i knew something wasn't right my mum got
up and she phoned the NHS.By this time i felt very strange and got up to go outside as i was so hot
then i collapsed and felt as if i was dying i couldn't speak or move my hearing went and i was
vomiting again. my mum phoned for an ambulance an about 15 mins later there were 4 paramedic in my
houses. They were asking me questions and hooked me up to machines an insisted that i wasn't having
contractions.I managed to sit up again and the paramedics were discussing if they should take me to
hospital or not.Once they decided to take me to hospital i was in the ambulance one of the
paramedic said "i dont think there is much wrong with you,you are mystery".I was very angry at this
comment an told him i wouldn't be here if i didn't think there was anything wrong.
i arrived at the hospital and was taken to the maternity ward.The midwife brought in the machine to
listen to the baby's heatbeat.I felt better once i got to hospital knowing that they would find out
what was wrong with me.The midwife put the machine on my tummy and tryed listening to the
heartbeat.After a couple of minutes she said she would get another machine as that one had not been
working properly.She got the machine and did it all again. when she couldn't find the heartbeat
again i knew that my precious baby was gone.The midwife then got the doctor and brought in an
ultrasound scanner.She scanned me and told me what i already knew.The next few hours were the worst
hours of my life.
My beautibful baby Zoe Louise Orrock was born asleep on the 21st May 2009 at 19.42pm she weighed 3lb
12ozs an was so so perfect and beautiful R.I.P angel xxxx
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________________♣♣ GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART . X
XxxX Goodnight Angel, Sweetdreams XxX
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A daily thought,
A constant tear.
A slilent wish,
That you were here xx
Night night Zoe lots of love kisses and special cuddles MUMMY XXXXXX
Hello my angel i hope you have had a lovely day. Mummy has had a busy day but im so glad that i got to come up to your little garden it makes me feel better.sleep well my precious baby i love you so much!
They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind my smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
I have broken down and cried,
I want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.
Night night Zoe lots of love kisses
and special cuddles MUMMY XXXXXXXX
hello my little darling just popping by to let you know that mummy and Ryan have been up to your little garden.Its going to look alot better once your stone goes up.I have left you some more beautiful flowers and sorted your windmills. I will be back later sweetheart to say goodnight,hope you are having lots of fun today.lots of love kisses and special cuddles mummy xxxxxxxx
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hello little angel,i hope you have had lots of fun today.I was supposed to come up and visit your little garden today but mummy and your big brother ryan haven't been well im so sorry sweetheart i promise i will get there when im better.I have ordered 2 flower holders for you so as soon as they come i will bring you some beautiful flowers.Night night Zoe sweet dreams lots of love,kisses and special cuddles MUMMY,JESSICA AND RYAN XXXXXXXXXX
Teddy For You ~xx*xx~
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A teddy just for you , love always xxxxx
ZOE, WE'RE SENDING A DOVE TO HEAVEN
WITH A PARCEL ON IT'S WINGS,
BE CAREFULL WHEN YOU OPEN IT
IT'S FULL OF BEAUTIFUL THING'S
INSIDE ARE A MILLION KISSES
WRAPPED UP IN A MILLION HUGS,
TO SAY HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU
AND TO SEND YOU ALL OUR LOVE.
NIGHT NIGHT PRINCESS
LOVE YOU ALWAYS LOTS OF LOVE KISSES AND SPECIAL CUDDELS FROM MUMMY, JESS AND RYAN XXXXXXXX
An Angel Never Dies - Author Unknown
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.
You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.
With love from your precious Angel xxxxxx
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