| Location | Kirriemuir |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,100 since 17/06/2009 |
| Creator |
Zoe Louise Orrock sadly sillborn 21st may 2009. i remember the exact time it was 6pm on wednesday
20th may i had a very dull ache in my lower tummy. I didn't think there was anything wrong at the
time, thought that the baby was turning or something. I went to bed at 10pm that night but couldn't
get comfortable eventually i fell asleep but at 12.10am i woke up in agony.I really honestly thought
this was the start of early labour as i was nearly 32weeks pregnant and i already had 2 children so
knew what it all felt like.I got up and took some paracetamol but i just couldn't settle. At 4am i
started vomiting and kept going hot and cold by this time i knew something wasn't right my mum got
up and she phoned the NHS.By this time i felt very strange and got up to go outside as i was so hot
then i collapsed and felt as if i was dying i couldn't speak or move my hearing went and i was
vomiting again. my mum phoned for an ambulance an about 15 mins later there were 4 paramedic in my
houses. They were asking me questions and hooked me up to machines an insisted that i wasn't having
contractions.I managed to sit up again and the paramedics were discussing if they should take me to
hospital or not.Once they decided to take me to hospital i was in the ambulance one of the
paramedic said "i dont think there is much wrong with you,you are mystery".I was very angry at this
comment an told him i wouldn't be here if i didn't think there was anything wrong.
i arrived at the hospital and was taken to the maternity ward.The midwife brought in the machine to
listen to the baby's heatbeat.I felt better once i got to hospital knowing that they would find out
what was wrong with me.The midwife put the machine on my tummy and tryed listening to the
heartbeat.After a couple of minutes she said she would get another machine as that one had not been
working properly.She got the machine and did it all again. when she couldn't find the heartbeat
again i knew that my precious baby was gone.The midwife then got the doctor and brought in an
ultrasound scanner.She scanned me and told me what i already knew.The next few hours were the worst
hours of my life.
My beautibful baby Zoe Louise Orrock was born asleep on the 21st May 2009 at 19.42pm she weighed 3lb
12ozs an was so so perfect and beautiful R.I.P angel xxxx
♥ ♥ Now the day has ended angel, And i have To say Goodnight, It's time for you to rest your wings, Sweet Dreams, God Bless, Sleep Tight. ♥ ♥ ♥
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Night Night princess
love you so much, MUMMY xxxxxxx
For my beautiful princess xx
★ ★ Tiny stars, shining bright, it's time for me to say 'Goodnight.' So, close your eyes, and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight. ★ ★
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★ ★ LOVE MUMMY.XXXX ★ ★
♥ ♥If heaven had a number i’d call you on the phone to say how much i love you and ask you to come home.
Night night my precious Zoe i love and miss you so so much xxxxxx
hello my little darling how have you been today? Mummy has been getting things ready for the wedding on saturday. It's going to be a hard day for me because its the day you should have been born. Im glad i have the wedding to go to because i would probably just sit at home and think about what should have been.Your big sister jess is really excited because she is a flower girl and your big brother Ryan is going to look very smart in his little suit. Ryan had his first haircut today he look so cute and grown up. well my angel i had better say goodnight as its quite late and you need your beauty sleep. I love you very much and miss you every minute of everyday ,sweet dreams my darling lots of love kisses and big special cuddles MUMMY XXXXXXXXXX
another day has come and gone,
one more without you here,
if i could have a single wish,
i would wish that you were here,
im missing you my baby girl,
more than the day before,
i will miss you now and always
and forever more.....
love always mummy xxxxxx
Her Journey's Just Begun
Don’t think of her as gone away
Her Journey’s just begun,
Life holds so many facets
This earth is only one.
Just think of her as resting
From the sorrow and the tears,
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years.
Think how she must be wishing
That we could know today,
How nothing but our sadness
Can really pass away.
And think of her as living
In the hearts of those she touched,
For nothing loved is ever lost
And she was loved so much.
Just popping in to say goodnight Zoe mummy loves you with all her heart. I cant wait until we meet again and i can give you the biggest kiss and cuddles. Sweet dreams my little princess love you lots, mummy xxxxxxxxxx
I'm going to tell you something
I hope you'll never have to know
I'll tell you how a heart can break
And tears can constant flow
I lost my baby girl you see
an angel in my eyes
God chose to take her hand one day
And led her to the skies
But please do not forget my child
She was a person too
And forever she will live
Inside of me and you
So please don't ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring her back again
Just tell me she is happy
In the land way up above
She's snuggled in an angels wing
All wrapped in mummy's love.
hello my little darling, we are all back from our holiday now. i was at your little garden tonight and brought you some more flowers as all the little bunnies keep eating them.i also placed your gifts there too i hope you like them. i wish you were still all cosy inside my tummy as your due date is only 7 days away now i cant help but count the days down.Night night sweetheart i miss you so much all my love MUMMY XXXXXXXXXX
If roses grow in heaven, lord pick a bunch for me, place them in my babies arms and tell them their from me, tell them i love them dearly, and when they turn to smile, place a kiss upon their cheek and tell them its from me, cause remembering them is easy i do it everyday, but missing them is heartache that never goes away.XXXXXXXXXX
Up in the sky our angels sleep
The beautiful angels
that we wanted to keep
As we sit here all alone
we think of only you
We think of how we love you
And how much we miss you too
We miss you like crazy
We sometimes think we are going mad
We simply can’t stop thinking
Of the beautiful angel we had
The minutes feel like hours
Hours feel like days
The clock is ticking so slowly
Since the day you went away
We know life goes on without you
We do try to get through
But life will never be as nice
As life was when we had you
copyright© Jo Dalton 2009
Just popping by to tell you how much i love you Zoe you will always be my special baby angel.Night night princess lots of love kisses and special cuddles MUMMY XXXXXXXXXX
The day your angel wings took flight,
a beautiful new star lit up the night,
our tragic loss is heavens gain,
our hearts feel heavy with this pain.
With the angels you will soar,
in our hearts for ever more,
sleep tight angel baby, please stay close by,
and watch over us from your cloud up high.
Tiny angel, so perfect in every way,
we think of you with so much love,
each and every day.
Hello my little darling. i cant stop thinking about you especially as the date you were supposed to born on is getting nearer its so unfair that you were taken away from all of us. I was up at your little garden the other day because your stone was placed and i put up lots of flowers. it is looking so beautiful now i could sit up there all day speaking to you.I hope that you are having lots of fun up in heaven and are playing in the sunshine i will be back up to your garden before monday Zoe because mummy is taking Ryan and Jess on a little holiday but dont worry i will still think of you every minute of everyday. Night night my little princess lots of love MUMMY XXXXXXX
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