| Location | Kirriemuir |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,018 since 17/06/2009 |
| Creator |
Zoe Louise Orrock sadly sillborn 21st may 2009. i remember the exact time it was 6pm on wednesday 20th may i had a very dull ache in my lower tummy. I didn't think there was anything wrong at the time, thought that the baby was turning or something. I went to bed at 10pm that night but couldn't get comfortable eventually i fell asleep but at 12.10am i woke up in agony.I really honestly thought this was the start of early labour as i was nearly 32weeks pregnant and i already had 2 children so knew what it all felt like.I got up and took some paracetamol but i just couldn't settle. At 4am i started vomiting and kept going hot and cold by this time i knew something wasn't right my mum got up and she phoned the NHS.By this time i felt very strange and got up to go outside as i was so hot then i collapsed and felt as if i was dying i couldn't speak or move my hearing went and i was vomiting again. my mum phoned for an ambulance an about 15 mins later there were 4 paramedic in my houses. They were asking me questions and hooked me up to machines an insisted that i wasn't having contractions.I managed to sit up again and the paramedics were discussing if they should take me to hospital or not.Once they decided to take me to hospital i was in the ambulance one of the paramedic said "i dont think there is much wrong with you,you are mystery".I was very angry at this comment an told him i wouldn't be here if i didn't think there was anything wrong.
i arrived at the hospital and was taken to the maternity ward.The midwife brought in the machine to listen to the baby's heatbeat.I felt better once i got to hospital knowing that they would find out what was wrong with me.The midwife put the machine on my tummy and tryed listening to the heartbeat.After a couple of minutes she said she would get another machine as that one had not been working properly.She got the machine and did it all again. when she couldn't find the heartbeat again i knew that my precious baby was gone.The midwife then got the doctor and brought in an ultrasound scanner.She scanned me and told me what i already knew.The next few hours were the worst hours of my life.
My beautibful baby Zoe Louise Orrock was born asleep on the 21st May 2009 at 19.42pm she weighed 3lb 12ozs an was so so perfect and beautiful R.I.P angel xxxx
HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY ZOE XXXXXXXXX
Happy birthday Zoe we think of you and miss you everyday lots of love from MUMMY JESS,RYAN & KAIA XXXXXXXXXX
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Love
Mummy xxxxxxx
I thought of you & smiled today, just wish you weren't so far away, and even though we're miles apart, you're in my thoughts and in my heart. Night night my little princess sleep tight i love you so so much and still think of you every day. Lots of love kisses and big special cuddles mummy xxxxxxxx
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE LOTS OF LOVE FROM YOUR BIG SISTER JESSICA AND YOUR BIG BROTHER RYAN XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I cant believe it has been a year Zoe it still only feels like yesterday that everything happened.I have been at your little garden today and brought you some beautiful flowers and some windmills a butterfly and a special little doll that you can cuddle into at night. the past few days have been very hard but i will get through them as nothing is as bad as the day that i lost you.I hope that you have had a brilliant birthday and i have thought of you none stop today as i do everyday. Have sweet dreams tonight sweetheart i love you with all my heart and i cant wait until the day that you are back in my arms.Night night my precious little angel all my love forever Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Catch Our Kiss On Your Birthday - by Rosalind Roberts
Today is your very first Birthday in heaven little one
While here on earth we still find it so hard now that you have gone
May you dance with the Angels safe in heaven above
In the wonderful garden so full of pure love.
The choir of beautiful Angels will sing your name
For in heaven there will never be anymore pain
The voices are so beautiful and so bright
While they sing “Happy Birthday “both day and night.
Our love for you is more than we can ever explain
In our heart you will always and forever remain
Have a heavenly Birthday beautiful Angel catch our kiss
We send them all to you our little sweetheart
We love and miss xx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Stilborn Baby - by Unknown Author
When my baby girl was born,
She was born asleep
She did not take a single breathe
She did not even weep
She did not kick, she did not cry,
She did not make a sound
For when my baby girl was born
There was silence all around
"How could this happen to me?"
I thought over in my head,
"Her life ended before it started"
I cried as I lay in my bed.
"God, please don't take my baby girl,
Please take me instead,
I have had a life well lived,
And she hasn't even lived yet."
My baby girl will never breathe
Or see the light of day
She will never learn to walk and talk
She will never run and play
She will never get to go to school
And learn all she needs to know
She will never get to play with friends,
And I will never see her grow.
I wish I still had her,
I wish she hadn't passed.
I would hold her forever,
But I know my memory of her will last.
I know I will have pain and loss,
Deep within my heart,
But I know God is watching her,
And I will do my part.
To be a better person,
To love and cherish God.
So I can get to Heaven
To see my Daughter and God.
But I will never forget my girl,
For as long as I will live.
Her memory will never be forgotten,
For her memory to everyone I will give.
But I know she is in a better place,
With friends for her to play.
She is still living life after death,
And I know I will see her again someday. XXXXXXX
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