| Location | Kirriemuir |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,068 since 17/06/2009 |
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Zoe Louise Orrock sadly sillborn 21st may 2009. i remember the exact time it was 6pm on wednesday
20th may i had a very dull ache in my lower tummy. I didn't think there was anything wrong at the
time, thought that the baby was turning or something. I went to bed at 10pm that night but couldn't
get comfortable eventually i fell asleep but at 12.10am i woke up in agony.I really honestly thought
this was the start of early labour as i was nearly 32weeks pregnant and i already had 2 children so
knew what it all felt like.I got up and took some paracetamol but i just couldn't settle. At 4am i
started vomiting and kept going hot and cold by this time i knew something wasn't right my mum got
up and she phoned the NHS.By this time i felt very strange and got up to go outside as i was so hot
then i collapsed and felt as if i was dying i couldn't speak or move my hearing went and i was
vomiting again. my mum phoned for an ambulance an about 15 mins later there were 4 paramedic in my
houses. They were asking me questions and hooked me up to machines an insisted that i wasn't having
contractions.I managed to sit up again and the paramedics were discussing if they should take me to
hospital or not.Once they decided to take me to hospital i was in the ambulance one of the
paramedic said "i dont think there is much wrong with you,you are mystery".I was very angry at this
comment an told him i wouldn't be here if i didn't think there was anything wrong.
i arrived at the hospital and was taken to the maternity ward.The midwife brought in the machine to
listen to the baby's heatbeat.I felt better once i got to hospital knowing that they would find out
what was wrong with me.The midwife put the machine on my tummy and tryed listening to the
heartbeat.After a couple of minutes she said she would get another machine as that one had not been
working properly.She got the machine and did it all again. when she couldn't find the heartbeat
again i knew that my precious baby was gone.The midwife then got the doctor and brought in an
ultrasound scanner.She scanned me and told me what i already knew.The next few hours were the worst
hours of my life.
My beautibful baby Zoe Louise Orrock was born asleep on the 21st May 2009 at 19.42pm she weighed 3lb
12ozs an was so so perfect and beautiful R.I.P angel xxxx
Hi Zoe its mummy here i just want to say that im sorry i haven't been on here for a while but its not because i have forgotten you i never will. I have been at your garden with flowers for you and i hope they will still be there as it has been really windy.
I hope your are having lots of fun with all the other angel babies. I really cant believe that it has been nearly 5 months since you grew your little wings and went to heaven.Just remember my darling that you will never be forgotten and that i love you with all my heart you are my special angel baby and one day you will be back in my arms where you belong! Night night my precious Zoe lots of love, kisses and big special cuddles MUMMY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Ask My Mum How She Is ......
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
Hello my little princess sorry i haven't been here much these past few weeks but i think of you everyday. I hope you are having lots of fun and are playing with all the other special little angels in the sky.All i want is to hold you and give you lots of kisses and cuddles my heart breaks everytime i think of the last cuddle i gave you and leaving you all alone in the hospital i will never forget that day.
well my darling i will say night night and sweet dreams love you always baby love mummy xxxxxxxxxxx
★Sweet dreams★
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Sleep tight angel xxx
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
There are four little words
that can easily be said
to my angel in heaven
before I go to my bed.
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
I look up to the stars
that are shining so bright
and I whisper so quietly
I Love You, Goodnight
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♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
THREE LITTLE WORDS "FORGET ME NOT"
THEY DONT SAY MUCH BUT MEAN ALOT
FORGET YOU NOT I NEVER WILL
COS IN MY HEART I KEEP YOU STILL.
NO MATTER HOW I SPEND MY DAYS
NO MATTER WHAT I DO
NO MORNINGS DAWN
NO EVENING FALLS
WITHOUT A THOUGHT OF YOU.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY ANGEL
LOVE MUMMY XXXXXXXX
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I'M SENDING A DOVE TO HEAVEN
WITH A PARCEL ON ITS WINGS ♥
BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU OPEN IT
ITS FULL OF BEAUTIFUL THINGS.♥
INSIDE ARE A MILLION KISSES
WRAPPED UP IN A MILLION HUGS ♥
TO SAY HOW MUCH I MISS YOU ♥♥
AND SEND YOU All MY LOVE.
NIGHT NIGHT BABY GIRL I LOVE
YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
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Sent with love
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I believe in Angels
I wish it wasnt true,
I didnt want an Angel
I only wanted you,
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Youve left behind my broken heart.
My thoughts and photos too.
I didnt want a memory
I only wanted you .
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Sweet Dreams Beautiful Angel
I Will Love You Forever Zoe
LOVE And Kisses MUMMY XXXXXX
GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL......
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SLEEP TIGHT DARLING
All my love forever MUMMY XXXXXXXXXX
I only held you for a moment
And it was as if you already knew
That you weren't meant to stay with me,
The angels were waiting for you.
I held on to you so tightly
I so wanted you to stay
But you slowly closed your tiny eyes
And gently drifted away.
Now no-one knows the piercing pain
That comes with each new day,
And the tears that won't stop falling
Since that day God took you away.
Night night my precious Zoe love MUMMY xxxxxx
Goodnight my little darling i love and miss you every minute of everyday sweet dreams love MUMMY XXXXXXXX
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